Seriously, you disappoint me.
everything you've done, really disappoints me.
is like, okay, my blog...
you ask me for my blog link, i was happy.
guess what?
you only wanted to come my blog for songs.
wow.
abit jiu talk so loud at me, go think about it, will you even talk abit louder to me in the past?
what do you really wants about me huh?
called you just now, and quarrel again, i cried and i said bye.
what did you said? okay, bye.
thats all? say you want me calm down? why not you say you just wants to play?
huh?
told me you're tired, in the end? hahas! went plaza play dota.
fuck you!
i seriously love you and hope we can be tgt for the better.
but in return, what has you given me?
nothing but tears.
remember how you talk to me in a gentle way in the past?
i bet you have already forgotten huh?
maybe you still hates me? i dont know.
now, i msg you said i wont disturb you anymore, bye.
you didnt even give a fucking damn about it.
and the stupid me, still thick skin, send another msg saying that you're even more heartless, wont even reply.
in the end?
nothing, but the wallpaper of you and me.
everyday i'm thinking, whats wrong with our relationship?
the problem lies with me? you? or we?
hais.
i just want to type a few lines, but my fingers just cant stop, why?
why am i still being so sad while he's happily playing dota? huh?
why am i so stupid? why?!
i slit my wrist, you angry with me and scolded me, but what makes me do that?
do you know?
you can stop me, but you also can cause me to do silly things.
hais, just fuck you laa!
and ohya, we just past our 16th months.
wow.
what a happy day today, work, dota, go home, quarrel, cried.



{totally dead @ 4.22am}




Gu Jun Pyo, will him be like you? hais, it will never be.