yesterday worked 1-9pm (:
jess came to find me in the evening and went off for her night studies :D
at night, pepper and kim came to find me and waited for me to end work :D
after ending work, went plaza play billard.
we play until sooo not serious, hahas!
play finish le go toilet smoked and chatted, then they pei me go mrt and i went off first.
went to darling's ahma house find him :D
till 1am+ then darling brought me home <333


today, morning wake up prepared and headed to SSS with xiu :D
saw jess but she has to go eat pizza hut with her class.
sadded~
then boon, jiajing, sam, kenneth, yewchien, jason pei-ed us (:
i ate so much wor, cos long time nvr eat sku de food luh.
hehes.
ate one mee soup, half bowl of kuey tiao soup, half of the roti john and drank one bottle of pink dolphin!!
LOL, my favourite!! :D
chit chat till 2pm+ then me, xiu and boon headed to hg mrt and go vivo.
but boon go home ><
mit darling in mrt then we headed to vivocity and watched Orphan.
quite a nice movie luh :D
after that walk walk and headed home (:
ohya ohya, i gave darling surprise today! hahas!
we took mrt from harbourfront mah, then darling ask me pei him take mrt till hougang then i go back boonkeng.
then i say dont want!
and alighted when reached boonkeng but i went to the other entrance and go in back to the train.
scare him from his back, hahas!
he like so shock luh, and gave me stunned face, hahas!!


hmm, i lazy type le, now pictures :D
In mrt :D










Outside SSS




LOVE LOVE :D










I LOVE BOYFRIEND! :D

















thats all :D



{currently @ work, 01.23pm}


it's raining heavily now luh, got thunder somemore ><
slept at ard 4am ytd but wakes up at 10.30am today, so tired okay?! D:
bobian, darling jio me go eat breakfast mah, hehes.
so it's a MUST to wake up :D
bathed and prepare, darling came up my house to wait for me.
after tht we went kopitiam eat bak kut teh, today de not nice one.
so spicy, somemore the soup no taste, only got alot pepper in it liddat.
me and darling eat until sweating, LOL.
not really full luh, cos i ate half bowl of rice nia, darling ate 2 and a half bowl, LOL.
smoked and bought chocolate puff and egg tarts, yummy~ :D
slack at void deck, disiao here and there.
until 12.40pm, then darling pei me wait for mrt then he went off (:
saw a cat at the mrt sia! LOL.
darling keep laugh and asking, "how the cat come in sia?!"
then i say, "take escalator lor! LOL."
then he keep laugh and laugh, dunno why, LOL.
then before i go i want hug him mah, he still laughing-.-
and say i want tickle him, LOL.
crazy one, hahas!
so sian laa, why everytime it rains when i'm working.
when i'm at outside then hot day-.-
i think after working, i'll be going darling's ahma house to watch freddy, the elm street movie.
hoo~ scary~ ><


i go play facebook's games le, bye~
:D


Have A Good Sleep, Darling x333



{currently @ home, 12.10am}



FIRSTLY!!! MY LOVE!!!


omg, he's damn handsome laa!!!
Kim Bum is cute too, but i still choose Lee Min Ho! :D


The present i gave darling on anniversary, hehes!



DOTA!!
oh my, so many creeps at my throne, LOL.






no pictures liao ><
hahas!
worked from 1-6pm today.
jess and tri came :D
chat chat till 4pm+ then they went off (:
saw zk and chat awhile then he went to buy top-up card.
after that he came back, cos he's waiting for syl to finish studying?
LOL.
so he's very free.
he waited for me to end work, then went smoking.
and went 805 eat :D
darling came shortly after that.
they chatted about dota, then zk went off.
me and darling go "jiadou" (:
damn full wor, hehes.
darling brought me home after that (:


shall make it a short post, cos i gonna download patch for dota, so mafan luh ><
after that go try play le, bye~ :D



I LOVE DARLING!



Seriously, you disappoint me.
everything you've done, really disappoints me.
is like, okay, my blog...
you ask me for my blog link, i was happy.
guess what?
you only wanted to come my blog for songs.
wow.
abit jiu talk so loud at me, go think about it, will you even talk abit louder to me in the past?
what do you really wants about me huh?
called you just now, and quarrel again, i cried and i said bye.
what did you said? okay, bye.
thats all? say you want me calm down? why not you say you just wants to play?
huh?
told me you're tired, in the end? hahas! went plaza play dota.
fuck you!
i seriously love you and hope we can be tgt for the better.
but in return, what has you given me?
nothing but tears.
remember how you talk to me in a gentle way in the past?
i bet you have already forgotten huh?
maybe you still hates me? i dont know.
now, i msg you said i wont disturb you anymore, bye.
you didnt even give a fucking damn about it.
and the stupid me, still thick skin, send another msg saying that you're even more heartless, wont even reply.
in the end?
nothing, but the wallpaper of you and me.
everyday i'm thinking, whats wrong with our relationship?
the problem lies with me? you? or we?
hais.
i just want to type a few lines, but my fingers just cant stop, why?
why am i still being so sad while he's happily playing dota? huh?
why am i so stupid? why?!
i slit my wrist, you angry with me and scolded me, but what makes me do that?
do you know?
you can stop me, but you also can cause me to do silly things.
hais, just fuck you laa!
and ohya, we just past our 16th months.
wow.
what a happy day today, work, dota, go home, quarrel, cried.



{totally dead @ 4.22am}




Gu Jun Pyo, will him be like you? hais, it will never be.



{currently @ home, 12.35am}


off today :D
woke up at 1pm+ then bath and prepared.
went hougang, smoked, and mit jess (:
she pei me go eat then after peiling came to mit her, i went off to plaza.
mit darling :D
apple and kenny were there too.
they played 1 round of dota, then kenny went off.
the rest of us went back to darling house, apple go sleep, me and darling played dai di.
opps, still owe darling 70 cents, LOL.
i win at first, lose in the end!! argh!!!
darling went to sleep after that while i zou bo, LOL.
very bored laa, then asked him wake up pei me talk, LOL.
stayed at his house until 8pm+
then went to plaza there de kopitiam eat pasta.
now got promotion wor, must go eat!!
any pasta for $4.40 only!!!!!!!!! :D
hmm, is quite nice luh.
its cheap, so cant have high expectation laa, hahas!
actually want to have the baked rice, but...its more exp, $8.50.
LOL, i must try it one day! :D
talking about food, i'm hungry now luh D:
mayb eating maggie mee ltr, hehes.
after eating, went up plaza played one round of dota.
actually wanted to play ai one, but dunno why cant create game ><
so played garena which i hate it most! cos will kana say one.
so...as usual, still kana say that i'm noob, hais.
that person keep type b b b b which means back.
but i didnt notice it what.
then she say i noob or whatever shit.
but darling help me scold back luh.
that person still xialan, say not happy call him lor.
then darling ask that person call him after game.
then he/she gave excuses dont want call, humji one, LOL.
i didnt scold cos i'm concentrating, LOL.
i scold cb only, LOL.
nvm, i'll jiayou! :D
after play hao jiu go smoke, saw leite and zhong.
zhong has a new hairstyle, LOL.
funny~ and his shirt is so cute, soooo wanted to buy for darling lor, got monkeys on it one, hahas!
darling disiao me ask me go home myself, then leite and zhong keep say, "aiya, no nid scared one laa, they see you oso think you are their friends, you make up until liddat."
LOL, i keep ask them keep quiet dont anyhow say, hahas!
i only put eyeliner only lor!!!! -.-
well, nvm about that, in the end, darling still brings me home and went back plaza.
hehes! thanks darling, i love you! ( ^3^)

i dont want my post to be so boring so took abit of pictures in mrt with darling just now :D
actually want take a pic that me and him kiss, but all not nice one.
sian~~~~

Darling says he shy shy, hahas!


He act emo, LOL.


I ask him to smile then he smile like this, LOL.


Argh! can tarhan him, always dont look at camera one! D:



hahas! that's all :D
ohya, tml going to celebrate me and darling's 16th monthsaries, so happy happy.
days are passing so fast luh.
we nearly forgets it until looking at calendar, LOL.
never buy anything for darling wor D:
tml mayb go see got anything can buy mah, hehes~
wow, quite a long post wor, hahas.
tml will be blogging again if i didn't go home late (:


Every Places Has Our Memories, I Love You! (:



{currently @ home, 9.55pm}


hmm, wasn't in a good mood today.
woke up 9am+ in the morning and was quarrelling with darling.
hais.
cos of something luh, lazy to elaborate.
cried until 11am+ liddat fall aslp, hais.
eyes swollen and so tired.
hais.
anyway, slept for an hour jiu go work le.
work till 6pm then change to cass cos really not in a mood to work luh.
but xiuyin and jess came to find me :D
so happy~
jess went off at ard 5pm?
xiu and stjj went off at ard 6pm+
after i knock off from work jiu went darling's ahma house find him.
he was sleeping luh.
wake him up and he's like treat as nth happen liddat, so i dont want ask anything le.
just hug him and lie on bed (:
ard 8pm jiu go eat dinner, smoked and went home (:
darling go jiyou house and mayb ton ltr on?



hais, but i still feels weird weird de, mayb i'm sensitive?
i dunno.
hais, this song is nice.

不值得
梦飞船

除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

somehow, its really not worth it.
but i'm still in love with him, hais.
i love you darling, dont treat me like this le.



Hold On? Let Go?



{currently @ home, 2.21am}


just finish webcam-ing with xiu, so fun, took some photos.
but only me, xiu say dont want take, hahas.
i will post it up :D
and some is at work take using self timer de, LOL.
ohya, went to watch "Where Got Ghost" just now.
very funny luh, scary too, but is more funnier, hahas!
chio ga peng sia, hahas!
nice nice :D


SMILE!


My fringe's getting longer, wanna cut liao~


Self-timer; first attempt, failed.


Second attempt; hehes, got cha~


I'm lousy at using self-timer uh? D:



WEBCAM-ING! :D









well, darling online now, but cant even talk to him-.-
causeeeeee he's mapling~
sian~
somemore he angry with me.
cos just now cant start a video call with him, so sad.
cos i was using webcam with xiu. D:
i'm sorry luh.
T_T
cries~


hmm, finish blogging le, dunno what to do liao, so bored~



{currently @ home, 12.13am}


sian, today no pictures wor.
hmm, i took out my extended eyelashes le, so pain.
somemore some of my own eyelashes kana pluck out oso, LOL.
but what hurt most is the money!!!!!
54 bucks!!!! @#$%^%$*%^%^%**!!!!
fuck one, sian.
nvm, i feel more comfortable without it le, LOL.
just now i use darling's perfume on me, so nice smell~
cos is i buy one, hahas! no laa.
can imagine he beside me now, LOL-.-
darling go sleep le wor, sadded.
hais, bobian, he too tired liao.
from ytd night ton till just now then sleep wor.
everytime he ton, i feel damn angry! cos after he play finish lan, i dont like his face to look so tired luh.
but very very xintong to see him so tired luh, he oso dont understand one D:
but i still love darling so much luh <3333333


ohya, tml after my work, i going watch *Where Got Ghost* with darling!!!!
yay~ very long nvr watch movie with my baobei laogong le, hehes.
happy happy~
hope darling can wakes up on time (:
i shall go watch Final Destination 2 now le~
bye~ :D


Darling, Pamper Me More~



{currently @ darling's ahma house}



hmm, nothing much to post for today wor, cos whole day at darling's ahma house, LOL.
was angry with darling today luh, but now okay le :D
ohya, i shall post pics that i have my fake eyelashes which is extended de.
very pain and "gao wei" -.-
very regret okay? somemore so exp-.-

Without extended eyelashes, LOL. damn short


With extended eyelashes :D











well, is very ugly-.-
i feel like taking out, hais.
but like wasting money leh, sian.
i can buy alot comics with the money sia ><
argh!!!!
suan le, LOL.
shall go home now le, bye :D



Be With Me Forever x3333



{currently @ home, 3.03am}


well, i'm freaking damn tired now D:
but i still want to upload some pics, hehes.
is about darling and gary de, they are like kids, LOL.

First pic, darling is like a child want see how the mrt moves.

Secondly, gary want snatch place with darling!

In the end, he still loses then go the other side see, hahas!


hahahas!!! damn stupid laa.
and one more, gary damn skinny still want push darling, LOL.

Can see that he's losing, LOL.


Darling uses his tie tou gong! LOL!


these photos are on the way to boonkeng take de, they are funny laa.
and i cant stand gary, he loves to act cute, LOL.
hahas!
and he joined darling to bully me D:



hmm, talk about today, well, worked from 1-9pm.
very bored, LOL.
xiu and stjj came in the evening liddat then go for dinner le.
after work, pass boonhao his hat then headed to boonkeng find darling (:
darling and gary came mrt fetch me, hehes.
bought drinks and slacked~
i keep fan darling buy chocolates for me, hahas!
and he bought for me wor, hehes.
but dont let me eat-.-
so bad right?
then i snatch with him until the pineapple tea pour all over my legs, damn sticky laa, very sian D:
then faster go back darling's ahma house wash.
took some stupid photo luh, LOL.
i shall post up, LOL.





okay, i know very jiao, LOL.
ohya ohya, so damn excited tml, going for eye lashes extendtion, hope it turns out nice :D
and hope i dont nid go work tml D:


You're Always On My Mind (: