{currently @ home, 9.55pm}


hmm, wasn't in a good mood today.
woke up 9am+ in the morning and was quarrelling with darling.
hais.
cos of something luh, lazy to elaborate.
cried until 11am+ liddat fall aslp, hais.
eyes swollen and so tired.
hais.
anyway, slept for an hour jiu go work le.
work till 6pm then change to cass cos really not in a mood to work luh.
but xiuyin and jess came to find me :D
so happy~
jess went off at ard 5pm?
xiu and stjj went off at ard 6pm+
after i knock off from work jiu went darling's ahma house find him.
he was sleeping luh.
wake him up and he's like treat as nth happen liddat, so i dont want ask anything le.
just hug him and lie on bed (:
ard 8pm jiu go eat dinner, smoked and went home (:
darling go jiyou house and mayb ton ltr on?



hais, but i still feels weird weird de, mayb i'm sensitive?
i dunno.
hais, this song is nice.

不值得
梦飞船

除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

somehow, its really not worth it.
but i'm still in love with him, hais.
i love you darling, dont treat me like this le.



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